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Marriage Letters: What We Do – Your Job, My Job

I believe every week I will be a day late to the party, but will join in writing a letter to my dear sweet husband each week. I’ve got a story to tell about waiting on the Lord with my husband. I will be jumping in on Marriage letters moving forward! I’d love it if you’d join me, too. Thank you to my friend, Alex at Journey to Beauty who highlighted this wonderful writing meme. And to Amber at The Runamuck for inspiring this very public display of affection. BRAVO!

Dear Scott,

I sometimes wonder how we’ve made it these thirteen-some-odd years. Still, you are steady, constant and unwavering. On the other hand, I am tangent driven, off on a new adventure, jumping on the next wave out of this season of our life and on to the next.

We have watched five babies grow in the last thirteen years, two of them your natural children and three of them mine. We have experienced the loss of the eldest boy, and sent him ahead to heaven. We have somehow found our way not only to survive, but thrive.

The last four months have been a whirlwind of expectancy. In September, the gentle stirrings of change began in my heart compelling me forward to destiny appointments and decisions. Today, I am pregnant again with possibility and overwhelmed by the love of a man who will support and encourage me even when he is so uncertain. Still here we sit moving ever closer to my dream and another season of life where I remain at home to pursue my dreams of inspired communication, art and yes, even a radio show.

At the end of a long day of managing tasks and computing, taking phone calls and praying over the phone with the hurting, aching souls of our church and community I rush out the door of the ministry center and down the street across town to pick up my best friend and my precious love from his job as a Tele-Comm Cable Splicer here on the Tarrant County side of the metroplex.

I think about most of our marriage and how we have made sacrfices – you’ve made sacrifices so that I could be at home with my children, volunteer in ministry at the church and to discover with great confidence my God-given identity and my unique purpose on this earth. All the while you work with your hands in the wind, sunshine and rain with an odd mix of men as varying in age as they are in interest, personality and perspective.

So much of what I do is about people. After all, “At Gateway Church we are all about people.” Sometimes I my job requires wisdom in dealing with a crisis, or just discerning about the issue at hand. Other times I need all the task skill I can muster – which often still comes in a smidge under what is really required.

While I am off negotiating, facilitating and administrating relationships between people and pastors, people and ministry, or people and God you are off wiring them for sound.

Your job is becoming a lost art in the world of wi-fi, cellular services. But, you get up and go to work every single day without fail to wire up the neighborhoods, businesses and communities for a nationally recognized telecommunications company. You often tell me about MDUs, T1 circuits, cut-a-rounds, cut 48s and terminal tails. Honestly, it makes my head spin a bit. I don’t know an MDU from a Terminal Tail - I wonder if I event got the initials right on the MDU.

I cannot begin to fathom how you do that day in and day out. My mind and my heart could not take the mundane routine of wire splicing and troubleshooting communication problems, but you thrive there. You creative problem solve, do your job with excellence and take great pride in your work. And on the really tough days you come in frustrated and vent about Yahoo who didn’t do X so you had to do Y and it should have been Z in the first place. Yep, that is really what happens on a daily basis for you.

You used to call me and tell me things like you’d been in a fender bender or the Union has circulated rumors of a strike. And, I – Mrs. Opinionated & Dramatic – would emote wildly and vomit my feelings all over you. That is until I learned to pray.

We’ve prayed down every threat of a strike, layoff and through a few seasons of “PHASE” as a result of those accidents that you wanted me to reassure you about. Over time, as my faith in God and you grew, I learned how to encourage you, tell you everything – including you and me – would be okay no matter what happened, but truthfully in my heart I was crying out to God. I reminded Him about His promises and plans and how He would not allow His children to be ashamed or go about begging for bread. I would declare and decree until the roof would blow off the house that YOU would not lose your job, go on strike or get cut in a round of lay offs – and SO FAR… So Far, God has agreed.

This morning as I prayed for you just before I dropped you off at work I got a chuckle in my heart as I heard God whisper that you are a COMMUNICATION SPECIALIST. Why do I chuckle? Because the last thing you would like to do is COMMUNICATE. See – it really is Laugh-Out-Loud funny. But you are, you help connect other people together and facilitate their ability to communicate – one to another – every day of your life.

That is a noble, thankless task that people often do not even recognize as valuable. Still, it is not lost on me. As we jump off the diving board of life into the deep end of this ocean we’re swimming in, I pray that I never cease to thank you and praise you for the way you stick so I can fly and soar and be all that God created me to be.

Now that I think about our jobs are not that different – we are both in the business of facilitating relationships it is just the means by which we do it that come out so different.

I love you, Mr. Bentham, even though you still owe me one for telling our cousin I am a “glorified secretary.” :) Not really, but that did stick in my craw a bit when you said it.

I love you very much,

Michelle

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Marriage Mondays: What I’ve Waited For

I’m a day late to the party, but decided to join in on Valentine’s Day writing a letter to my dear sweet husband. I’ve got a story to tell about waiting on the Lord with my husband. I will be jumping in on Marriage Mondays moving forward! I’d love it if you’d join me, too. Thank you to my friend, Alex at Journey to Beauty who highlighted this wonderful writing meme. And to Amber at The Runamuck for inspiring this very public display of affection. BRAVO!

For My Man,

Patience and a quiet spirit have never come easy for me. I’m an instant gratification girl… If I know you’ve bought me a gift, I want it right away. If I know that something good is coming I’d rather leap to the other side enjoying the benefit and success of it. After thirteen years of marital bliss mingled with some not so marital bliss I think you know enough to know I am hopeful, expectant and want it now!

Still, patience is something God has cultivated in my life for several  years. The waiting game has tested and broken me many times but never so sweetly as it has in my relationship with you.

Today, I walked into my office at work and everyone was aflutter waiting for me to arrive. As I rounded the corner to my desk there on the filing cabinet tucked out of sight sat a dozen beautiful pink roses along with a card and my very favorite White Chocolate, White Chocolate Chip Nothing Bundt Cake.

For the last thirteen years, I have prayed, hoped and given up with a broken heart full of unmet expectations that you would bring me flowers and treats on Valentine’s Day. I’ve asked and hinted and finally demanded before… Well yes, throwing a fit as a realized I may never lay hold of the hope of my heart – that you would express value to me by bringing me gifts or notes of love because you know me well and wish to please me.

But then, God began to change my heart. I remember the day well just a few years ago, my birthday had passed again with not even a hint of a gift coming from you. When I asked you about it you said, “I hadn’t really planned on getting you anything.”

Crushed does not even begin to describe my emotions. I don’t know why I expected more, but I did. So, I prayed. “God help me to see the gift you’ve given me in my husband. Help me see the way he chooses to express his love to me and not the expectations I have of what that should look like.”

I’ve received counsel and rebuke about how I am trying to change you, not appreciating you and considerably angry at you over this very issue. None of that came from you but, all of it rings so honestly true.

GUILTY.

I’ve tried my best to groom you into the romantic sap I imagined you would be in my childhood dreams of fairy tales, daring rescues and lavish love. All the while demeaning and devaluing the warrior spirit that God planted deep inside of you even before the foundation of the world.

A few weeks ago I made my heart’s desire known to you and you responded in love, and overwhelming affection in a way that was beyond what I had asked and imagined. I’ve waited more than thirteen years for today. To have the sweetest gifts delivered to my work before anyone arrived and to experience the love of my husband who knows me so well in such a precious way. I love each of the gifts because they show how well you know me. Still, the sweetest part of today – the thing that brought tears to my eyes – the card.

“I wonder if you know

how proud I am

to be your husband.

If you don’t, you need to.

When I stop to think about it,

It is such an incredible gift.

Of all the guys out there,

God chose me for you.

I’ve been given the privilege

Of walking through life

With someone so beautiful –

So smart, classy and supportive –

So amazing in so many ways.

 

I love you with all my heart,

Sweet Valentine of mine,

And thank God continually

For the blessing you are in my life.

 

I love you

Scott”

 

The Scripture on the inside cover of the card reads: “How fair and how pleasant you are O love, with your delights! Song of Solomon 7:6 NKJV”

Indeed – How fair and pleasant you are O love! My love, my mighty man of God. I value who you are and the way you have always stuck by this impatient, fly-by-night, instant gratification girl. I am so blessed and honored as your wife. I am also humbled by your gift of love today. I can truly say that today — It has been worth the wait.

I love you, Scott Bentham, with all my heart.

So grateful to God that He has given me you!

Always,

Michelle

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America | A Nation Going Under or Under God?

Tonight at Gateway Church in Southlake, Texas Glenn Beck shared his public testimony about how Jesus redeemed and saved him. He said, “We cannot fix our country, but we can fix ourselves.” He went on to say that we may not be able to fix our country, but as Lord and Savior, Jesus can save both us as individuals and our country as He carries a big sword!!! Yes, indeed. Thank God for Glenn Beck.

Robert Morris, our beloved Senior Pastor, then took the platform and delivered a powerful message whose title was inspired by a speech by Ronald Reagan in 1984 where he said, “If we ever forget we are One Nation Under God, we will be a nation gone under…”

He gave three points on what will cause a nation to go under.

1. When judges rule. (Ruth1:1) When judges rule or “legislate from the bench” they take on a role that neither our founding fathers nor God intended for them to fulfill. Judges are to decide cases based on the laws and statutes of God and His laws. Which, by the way, the laws and statutes of God agreed with the original document our founding fathers drafted in the Constitutional conventions during the infancy of our nation.

JOIN.ME.ON.A.RABBIT.TRAIL!

Our history has been hi-jacked by New Speakers who know no absolute truth who have redefined, reframed and deceived the generations a small dose of arsenic at a time.

These same people and those who have embrace these distortions as fact propose to deny me my First Amendment rights of the free exercise of religion and free expression of my beliefs. And will no doubt scoff at these words as well. (I am dusting off my soapbox- brace yourselves!)

Back to Pastor’s message:
2. When people rule. (Judges 6:17) When each person is left to follow their own individual convictions and conscience as right. Where no basis or standard for absolute truth exists.

ANOTHER.RABBIT.TRAIL.

There must be a standard, absolutes that draw boundaries between right and wrong. Not that we treat our differences in an uncivil manner, but that we would draw light to the absolute standard of God’s Word through unconditional love and prayer, not by sowing discord or stirring up raucous rhetorical debate, but by establishing ourselves in grace and the love of God and by being His hands and feet while honoring the institutions that He ordained for orderly living.

And the final point:
3. When Believers keep SILENT. We must make our voices heard!

Ps. Robert shared several verses to illustrate this point, but two stood out to me. (1) The story of four lepers who witnessed God’s miraculous deliverance from military oppression, but kept silent… 2 Kings 7:9 records their repentance over the matter, “Then they said to one another, ‘We are not doing right. This day is a day of good news, and we remain silent…”

(2) Isaiah 62:6 “I have set watchmen on your walls, O Jerusalem; They shall never hold their peace day or night. You who make mention of the LORD do not keep silent,”

OFF.THE.BEATEN.PATH.Again…

We must be heard. Today the evening news revealed that the #2 candidate in the Republican Iowa Caucuses came unexpectedly from Rick Santorum who said that he has gotten through the daily challenges of campaigning for the top GOP spot in the political races of 2012 by the grace of God. He thanked God and honored his wife’s contribution to his success today for the favorable showing in Iowa where he garnered 1/3 of the total votes of those professing to be born-again believers.

He went on to say, “With your help and God’s grace we’ll go on to another fun fight a week from now.”

Which brings me to Ps. Roberts’s final statements, “The point is it’s time for you to get concerned. It’s time for us to get involved. It’s time for us to vote. It’s time for us to speak up. It’s time for us to make our actions heard. It’s time for us to pray so our nation can once agin be One Nation Under God indivisible with liberty and justice for all!”

As the service closed we prayed and asked God what He wanted us to do in response to the message. God highlighted the last passage I shared, Isaiah 62:6 and how it ends with a comma… A pause before the statement continues. Hear this as a call to prayer for this nation.

“I have set watchmen on your walls, O [United States of America]; They shall never hold their peace, day or night. You who make mention of the LORD, do not keep silent, And give Him no rest till He establishes And till He makes [the United States of America] a praise in the earth.”

My question tonight is will you be a watchmen who does not hold your peace day or night, does not keep silent but gives God no rest until He makes this great nation a praise in the earth as it is in heaven? His will be done!

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Musings on Art and Rembrandt

In January I will begin a Gateway Group focused on encouraging women to find their identity through hearing God’s voice and creative expression. For me, this is the next step in a journey of self-discovery about my own identity and the way God has uniquely wired me for creativity.

In so doing I have dug into studying works of art and the artists who created them. I have also been allowing God to talk to me through a variety of creative media – movies and the books containing the stories of artists whose works I admire. Among the artists I choose to study one would find the names Rembrandt, Degas, Van Gogh, Renoir, Thomas Kinkaide, Georgia O’Keefe, Picasso, and Toulouse-Lautrec (whom I actually researched and studied in my one year of art at age 14). I also found myself researching the quotes of many more like Claude Monet.

Why all this focus on artists you may ask? Honestly, I do not know for sure except that something in me needs to discover why they painted. With the exception of Modern Artists, many of those considered masters from previous centuries ended up impoverished and saw little success in their work while living. It led me to questions.

What drove them to paint when most of them ended up paupers and penniless?

What were their beliefs about God and life?

And, so I write today after reading the first few chapters of a study on Rembrandt written by Greg Watts. Rembrandt Harmenszoon van Rijn born July 15, 1606 and died October 4, 1669. As I’ve perused his paintings and begun reading the history of this seventeenth century Dutch painter I realize a bit of what I know of myself. He painted because in painting life happened for him.

He painted during a time when many artists went to Italy to study the masters like Michelangelo, Raphael and Da Vinci. Rembrandt however, stayed close to his home in the Netherlands and studied under Dutch painters as an apprentice.

Rembrandt’s work may be identified with the Baroque movement which Watts writes was “characterized by movement, strong emotion and dramatic light and colouring.”

In his lifetime the artist created a large body of work centering on his own self portrait. His last portrait of himself painted in 1669:

Mr. Watts comments on this Self Portrait, “….we see a face that has tasted not just triumph, but also disappointment and suffering. Yet we can see in him wisdom and dignity: he has come to terms with who he really is and what the true meaning of life is.”

Wisdom. Dignity. A man who has come to terms with WHO. HE. REALLY. IS. A Man who has come to terms with WHAT. THE. TRUE. MEANING. OF. LIFE. IS.

Here are two of his works that I think reflect such truth:

The first is Belshazzar’s Feast. The classic story of the handwriting appearing on the wall from the book of Daniel which predicted the fall of the Babylonian Empire to the Medo-Persian Empire.

This painting depicts the adulterous woman being brought to Jesus for condemnation. The work reflects such light around the woman, she is not disgraced or nude, but clothed in brilliant white. A picture of redemption.

Watts goes on to say “Rembrandt’s ability to penetrate what it is to be human transcends religious boundaries, and people of all faiths or no faith can be moved by it.”

Greg Watts goes on to note that Rembrandt’s education began at the age of six when he was sent to school for basic education in reading and writing. At nine he was transferred to Latin School but his interest in studies leaned only to drawing and painting. Watts writes, “…that only painting and drawing were able to fully engage his young mind.”

Which brings me to the answer to that question I asked early, why did he paint?

Rembrandt painted because that is who God created him to be. His mind and his heart fully inclined into that which he was passionate about and his paintings reflect not only his identity as an artist, but his identity in Christ as well.

Visual arts by nature are creative expression. If we turn to the Bible to gain understanding about creativity we need look first to the book of Genesis.

Genesis 1:1-3 (NKJV)
1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.
2 The earth was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters.
3 Then God said, “Let there be light”; and there was light.

God’s Spirit hovered over the face of the waters, as the Us of God created light. If we look on into the New Testament, we find the role of Jesus in creation:

John 1:1-5 (NKJV)
1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
2 He was in the beginning with God.
3 All things were made through Him, and without Him nothing was made that was made.
4 In Him was life, and the life was the light of men.
5 And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.

As God the Father orchestrated the plans of creation and the Spirit hovered over the body of the created, through Jesus all things were created. Scripture assures us that NOTHING was created without Him.

Now let me ask you this, how did God create? Go back to the first verse of each passage above. He spoke things into existence and the primary way He has spoken is through Jesus. Interesting right. Hearing the voice of God is really the only prerequisite for creativity. Understanding His creative nature can lead us to open doors we might never consider in our lives.

What is our role in this creative thing that is going on around us?

Genesis 1:27 (NKJV)
27 So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.

We are created in the very image of God, and on earth we reflect His image and glory. If we are in Christ, He is in us and if He is in us then all of the nature of God fully resides in us. God in His very nature is creative. If His nature fully resides in us and we reflect His image on the earth then our identity in Christ, our position in Him, is the only qualifying indicator for creative expression.

Rembrandt realized this in his life’s work and I’m beginning to learn it as I develop the ability to express creatively from my identity in Christ and the things I see and hear as I relate to Him.

God created you to be creative, too. A creativity that expresses His nature and glory on this earth. Technical art skill is valuable and may be developed but without the creative nature of God at work in you art would not be possible.

Many of the “masters” have been known to say that art is a lie that reveals the truth. I choose to believe that art is a light that allows us to express the truth of God within each and every one of us. In you lies a Masterpiece of God’s design. My question for you today is this: How long will you wait to fully express it?

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A Racing Champion

I buy the little matchbox size replicas of his race car. I have an Office Depot Coat sporting his sponsors and the #14 insignia. I watch NASCAR faithfully each weekend 36 weeks a year and pray to God that Tony Stewart wins the race because I enjoy it seeing him win. I tell people, “He’s my driver.”Last night I watched a very gracious Tony Stewart act like a grown up professional car owner/driver and stand up guy as he accepted his reward and addressed a group of fans and his peers in Las Vegas, Nevada. I guess you can say I am an obnoxious NASCAR fan.

Tony raced for Joe Gibbs Racing up until 2009 when he branched off with the help of Rick Hendrick to co-own his own race team Stewart-Haas Racing. Prior to that time some of the things that made Tony fun to watch happened to be his penchant for speaking his mind and his unwillingness to take any guff off of anyone. He remains the picture of a competitor by nature.

He is known as a bad boy of racing. Even last year he had an altercation at a race track in Australia that landed him in jail. And based on a 2008 Rolling Stone interview and a number of off color remarks on radio snip-its and interviews there is little question that the bad boy image rings as true as his stellar performance in this year’s chase. Though the writer of the article in Rolling Stone suggests that he only depicted one side of Stewart and there is a whole other side that is an honorable gentleman you can’t escape his on camera performance as a bad boy.

In 2004 just before he won his second NASCAR (Sprint) Nextel Cup Series a book about him was written and is available through christianbooks.com. He supports Christian Drivers in the sport like Morgan Shepherd and spent a lot of time with Joe Gibbs racing under the Joe Gibbs Racing Banner. I cannot say that Tony Stewart is a Christian, though his mother reports that she goes to church with her husband each week and prays for her son while he races.

I wrote a post called NASCAR and Perseverance a few months back when Tony won the first race of the Sprint Cup Chase at Chicagoland Speedway. The following week I watched again as Tony won the New Hampshire race as well. I later would share with my life group gals that I felt like God was redeeming time for me this year.

In 2005 Tony won the Nextel (now Sprint) Cup championship just a few short months after my son passed away. I rarely watched a race after August of that year and missed the final moments of Tony’s big win.

Still, I picked up watching my beloved NASCAR the following winter/spring when we attended the Texas race in April and watched Tony finish second only to Kasey Kahne. A great time indeed.

I pray when Tony races. I know that seems weird, but I pray for the drivers and the race crews. I pray for them. I root for the Nationwide drivers who are more prominently known for their faith like Trevor Bayne and Blake Koch. I honor people like Joe Gibbs who so boldly live out their faith and I root for the underdog Morgan Shepherd who has been racing for 40 years and somehow gets his Victory in Jesus team to the tracks for the Nationwide series each week.

It is not lost on me that an invocation in Jesus’ name is offered before each race and most drivers honor that time by bowing their heads and closing their eyes. That chaplains at the track pray with drivers, offer them the opportunity to do Bible study and mentor drivers along the way.

I sometimes think that Tony struggled so hard in those years after 2005 because something he was doing didn’t mesh – there was no favor, just sheer determination.

So, come back with me to this year’s chase. A win at Chicago and New Hampshire boosted him forward and then he won at Martinsville and again at our very own Texas track. My husband literally thought I had lost my mind – he even told the dog I am crazy, though he is the one talking to the dog. I whooped and hollered and jumped and celebrated each win. Now, let me just say that I began to pray at Martinsville, “Lord would You allow Tony Stewart to win this race, and if not Tony then the one who would give You the most glory to win the chase.”

By the last race in at Homestead-Miami the standings had landed in a dead heat. Tony lingered just 3 points behind Carl Edwards. The two started a little back in the pack very close to one another. It would be a race to the finish and in the end a champion would be crowned. But, just a few laps in, Kurt Busch lost his transmission in the #22 car and Tony’s car collected damage from debris that had been deflected into his grill off the track.

After a few lengthy runs down pit road during the caution, Tony’s car restarted in the 38th position. Though the grill of his car had to be replaced that radiator had not sustained any damage – a miracle by the account of Larry McReynolds who is a NASCAR commentator and former crew chief.

He drove back up to 9th before pitting again and then restarted back in the 20s. In the meantime, Carl Edwards ran his #99 Ford up front most all day and received the additional bonus point for leading the most laps by race end. However, Tony continued to push through the obstacles he experienced on the race track

After a number of cautions and passing more than 100 cars to regain positions near the front of the pack on multiple occasions Tony took the lead in the waning laps of the race and beat out a very loose Jimmy Johnson for the race win which led to a tie between he and Carl Edwards for the championship title. The tie breaker would be determined by who had the most wins. With five total wins in the last ten races, Tony easily clenched the title spot over his competitor Carl Edwards who had not won a single race in the entire season.

Still, Carl Edwards walked out to Tony as he drove down the straightaway parallel to pit road and congratulated him. He later told a reporter, “I told my wife I would be the best loser that NASCAR ever had.”

As I watched Tony cross the finish line, I praised God for answering my prayers and letting me enjoy the win of my favorite race car driver’s championship season. And then, something totally unexpected that I have never seen before happened during the post race interview with Tony Stewart.

When asked about his emotions after winning both the race and the chase for the championship, Tony said: “Oh God, thank the Lord for this one. Man I’m telling you it’s been a tough summer and a tough fall for us, and you’ve got to believe in something and the Man upstairs (gestures with a finger to the sky) and He held this rain off long enough, just long enough for us to get this job done so this is for Sprint and for all these fans up here who stuck it out all weekend here…”

His acceptance speech was peppered with gratitude and graciousness toward his co-owners, Darian Grubb (his outgoing crew chief) and especially to Carl Edwards of whom he said, “You are not a loser, you will always be a winner.”

Worth every moment, and a reminder that God answers prayers in the most unexpected way. I’ve never heard Tony Stewart speak of God before in all the years I have observed him in NASCAR, but I heard him that night after I asked God all those weeks to allow the racer to win that would give Him the glory. Tony Stewart won and did. Thank you, Lord for even these little things that remind me of Your love for me.

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Sometimes I get too far ahead…

I sit here this Black Friday’s eve waiting for the pizza to arrive. My house will likely not sport the host of Christmas decorations this year. Normally by this time the day after Thanksgiving I am chomping at the bit to empty the attic and rearrange the furniture. This year, I am thoroughly content to put up our stockings and a little garland around the mantle and leave it right there.

My mind consumed with pictures, I barely move to anything that does not lead me to easel and brush. I cannot think of anything else. Which brings me to the point of this post.

I. APOLOGIZE.

I started something that I felt would be magnificent, gratifying and wonderfully insightful only to find that God did not order it off my menu. Sadly, I admit I got ahead of Him in a big way. The Names of Jesus may have never been my study even back in 2009 when life jumped the track and took down a path I never planned.

So here I am tonight, apologizing. For twice leading the readers of this blog on and then dropping you flat. For ambitiously jumping into things that are not officially mine to do. And for leaving you hanging all this time without word of why or what may indeed be happening.

I plan to come back to write this weekend – just not tonight. Tonight there are no pictures or Scriptures or anything more than just a simple, black on white apology and a prayer that you will return in the days ahead to discover anew the wonderful things God has me up to in this life. He indeed does a new thing in me… Something so fresh and alive I can hardly stand it.

Bless you all as these Holidays begin. Bless you with truth and love and hope and peace at Christmas and throughout the coming year. And most of all bless you with all you were ever created to be and more. Much favor. Much love. Much of Him who gives us life.

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Tuesday’s In Other Words: Thanks Living for Thanksgiving

THIS POST ORIGINALLY APPEARED AT THE “BECAUSE I LOVE YOU” Blog on November 25, 2008. I pray it blesses you as we walk through this Thanksgiving Week! Much Love to you all.
Deborah at Chocolate & Coffee is hosting today’s “In Other Words” writing challenge. Stop by her place and check us out. For more information about IOW visit Loni at Writing Canvas.
Whatever happens, give thanks,
because it is God’s will in Christ Jesus that you do this.
1 Thessalonians 5:18 (God’s Word)
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I have chosen to go back to the original passage that this Scripture is found in because I believe we find several keys to “thanks living.” (NOTE: This is a long post, my speciality :o ). Please hang on with me until the end.)
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Shall we take a look?
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KEYS TO THANKS LIVING:
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Key 1: Be Happy In Your Faith.
“Be happy [in your faith] and rejoice and be glad-hearted continually (always);” 1 Thessalonians 5:16 (AMP)
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In the Greek the word chairo is translated ”rejoice” in verse 16. It is defined in Strong’s Hebrew and Greek Dictionary as “a primary verb; to be “cheer”ful, i.e. calmly happy or well-off; impersonal especially as salutation (on meeting or parting), be well :- farewell, be glad, God speed, greeting, hail, joy (-fully), rejoice.—Strong’s Talking Greek & Hebrew Dictionary”
 
Vine’s demonstrates all the occasion for which one is commended to rejoice in it’s definition:
“to rejoice,” is most frequently so translated. As to this verb, the following are grounds and occasions for “rejoicing,” on the part of believers:
1. in the Lord, (Phil. 3:1; Phil. 4:4)
2. His incarnation, (Luke 1:14)
3. His power, (Luke 13:17)
4. His presence with the Father, (John 14:28)
5. His presence with them, (John 16:22; John 20:20)
6. His ultimate triumph, (John 8:56)
7. hearing the gospel, (Acts 13:48)
8. their salvation, (Acts 8:39)
9. receiving the Lord, (Luke 19:6)
10. their enrollment in Heaven, (Luke 10:20)
11. their liberty in Christ, (Acts 15:31)
12. their hope, (Rom. 12:12) (cp. Rom. 5:2; Rev. 19:7)
13. their prospect of reward, (Matt. 5:12)
14. the obedience and godly conduct of fellow believers, (Rom. 16:19, RV, “I rejoice” (AV, “I am glad”) 2 Cor. 7:7, 9; 2 Cor. 13:9; Col. 2:5; 1 Thess. 3:9; 2 John 1:4; 3 John 1:3)
15. the proclamation of Christ, (Phil. 1:18)
16. the gospel harvest, (John 4:36)
17. suffering with Christ, (Acts 5:41; 1 Pet. 4:13)
18. suffering in the cause of the gospel, 2 Cor. 13:9 (1st part); Phil. 2:17 (1st part); (Col. 1:24)
19. in persecutions, trials and afflictions, (Matt. 5:12; Luke 6:23; 2 Cor. 6:10)
20. the manifestation of grace, (Acts 11:23)
21. meeting with fellow believers, (1 Cor. 16:17, RV, “I rejoice;” Phil. 2:28)
22. receiving tokens of love and fellowship, (Phil. 4:10; the “rejoicing” of others, Rom. 12:15; 2 Cor. 7:13)
23. learning of the well-being of others, (2 Cor. 7:16.)
(Emphasis and enumeration added)
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So my question becomes: Do I live happy in my faith in every one of these circumstances. The Bible gives us twenty-three specific instances where we are to be happy in our faith, rejoicing and glad-hearted. I’m good with that list until I get to 17, 18 and 19. I can be thankful for those circumstances, but happy and glad-hearted about them. Not so much. And then the passage gives us the trump card: In the amplified the word is translated ”continually” but in the Greek the literal translation is “every when.” Which is translated in the KJV: “evermore.” Are you Happy and Glad-hearted in your faith always, continually and evermore? As for me, I’m going to have to work on that. Our faith will sustain us – we must realize this to be Thanks Livers.
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Key 2: PRAY PERSEVERINGLY.
17 Be unceasing in prayer [praying perseveringly];
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Persevering Prayer. Like the praise and prayer that went up when Paul and Silas were in the prison and the earth shook, the walls broke and the doors clanged open free. Like the prayer that Nehemiah prayed even as he spoke his heart before the king. HMMM!
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Persevering, prevailing, powerfully unceasing prayer. That is what I think of in this case. Our prayers will give us endurance when we believe by faith we have what we ask for. As I read this and consider how it applies to Thanks Living, I think of Justin’s last year of life. I had prayed… prayed… and prayed… even asking God if I was praying for the wrong things. I was given Philippians 1:6 by a friend for Justin and instructed to pray that God would continue and complete the good work that He began in Justin at Salvation – so I did. Night and day, in tears and with the laying on of hands… If you can imagine a way to pray it I did. I prayed it in groups, wrote it into prayer requests, I prayed. But, when fall of 2004 gave way to winter and winter to spring, the roller coaster ride of emotional and behavioral highs and lows went into overdrive.
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The entire process of watching my oldest child self-destruct up close and personal was not only devestating, it was defeating. But I held on, I prayed harder – if that is possible. I went face down, on my knees and any which way that the Bible indicates to pray. For heaven’s sake I would have prayed to the North, South, East and West if I thought it would help God hear my prayers. I was more than desperate – I needed a lifeline for me and my son.
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Beth Moore’s “Living Beyond Yourself” was on my plate that spring as life spun continually out of control. I was hanging on by a thread. In the lesson one night was a representational response to prayer: the instruction was to write our most ardent prayer request, the one we take continually before the Lord, on an index card. I didn’t even have to think: “JUSTIN.” That was all I wrote.
 
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The next part, thank Him for the answer by faith in advance. … O…kay. I lifted my index card to heaven and thanked God for hearing those prayers I had offered for my son, and acting on them providing the answers in His perfect time. The conclusion: Each time I felt the burden to pray for that request, thank God for the coming answer instead. And I did…
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After we had him arrested, I thanked God all the more.
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When he ran away, I thanked God all the more.
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When the police were at our house, I thanked God all the more.
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Sitting outside the justice’s chamber while my son sat a bench away in handcuffs I thanked God all the more.
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I thanked God and thanked God and thanked Him for my son, his life, the future He promised Justin.
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I thanked Him for the answer and believed by faith I had what I asked for – and then the accident happened.
 
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And in the midst of the almost hour long drive to the hospital not knowing how my son was doing, whether or not he would live or die… I began to pray and praise God all at the same time. I thanked Him my son was still alive and asked only that he remain alive until I get to the hospital. I thanked God for successful surgery, and for the surgeons who operated on him that first night. I thanked Him for getting my son on the helicopter and taking him to the #2 trauma center in North Texas. I thanked Him.
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On the day my son died I thanked God for having mercy and making it sure. I thanked God for the life of my son and the 17 precious years I had with him. I thanked God. And, somehow on that day when I could not thank God for the financial blessing of an insurance check – I asked, “How is Justin dying a part of you blessing us? God, I don’t understand.” Philippians 1:6 began to roll around in my head, dusting off the corners of my memory and resurrecting that faith that prayed it all those months before. I heard in my spirit that day, “It is not the money, but that Justin is now Complete. He was made perfect the day he came home to heaven.” And I praised Him through tears and through anguish I praised Him for every detail of my grief until today I can count myself blessed for the privilege of suffering in this way, for knowing the heart of God through agony and for seeing His hand in spite of the pain. Thanks living…
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Key 3: Thank God In EVERYTHING No Matter What The Circumstances May Be.
18 Thank [God] in everything [no matter what the circumstances may be, be thankful and give thanks], for this is the will of God for you [who are] in Christ Jesus [the Revealer and Mediator of that will].
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Before my son’s last few years of life, before that deep relationship with God was built… I don’t think I knew what it meant to be thankful. I was grateful for things that benefited me and despised experiences that did not.
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When Justin’s life went beyond my ability to control, manage and define it… I had to depend utterly and solely on God for the well-being of my child. Then I became grateful for the smallest victories and even for the lessons learned in the most agonizing defeats. The war was fought long and hard and in unconventional ways. It hurt, spiritually I felt like our entire family must have bled out (spiritually) a few times, but somehow God sustained us and even now the good outweighs the bad in those volatile and turbulent years.
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Cultivating Gratitude in the smaller battle made my heart able to rejoice, to be not just grateful but truly THANKFUL (not just going through the motions of thanksgiving but really meaning it from your heart in any and every circumstance), even in spite of the circumstance, and being gracious even as I walked out the death of my child – my worst confessed fear.
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Key 4: Walk In The Spirit Every Day.
19 Do not quench (suppress or subdue) the [Holy] Spirit;
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Galatians 5 strikes me always as the Holy Spirit chapter and towards the end of that book you read about life in the flesh versus life in the Spirit. Quenching the Spirit involves any one or all the matters our flesh, (really our soulish behavior demonstrates). This is behavior driven by our pre-salvation will and desires, our unchecked emotions and our intellectual minds.
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Living by the Spirit is a conscious choice to stay vitally connected to the Lord at all times. It means not letting sin go unchecked, but being intentional in confession. Naming sins rather than blanket confessing them, and then appropriating the forgiveness God has already settled our accounts with. Confession is one of the most freeing things in our Christian walk, because it reopens the door between us and God and allows the Spirit to flow unhindered into our hearts, our souls and our minds. The Spirit of God is the only way God administeres the Freedom that Christ came to deliver to us as His children. We must seek to walk in the Spirit everyday.
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Key 5: It Doesn’t Depend On Me.
20 Do not spurn the gifts and utterances of the prophets [do not depreciate prophetic revelations nor despise inspired instruction or exhortation or warning].
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Despising things we don’t understand is a huge way to quench the Spirit. Knowing that the gifts and call of the Lord do not rest upon my understanding of them frees me from judgments and calloused behavior toward Christians of different denominations. It also gives me understanding of limitations and the guiding of the Holy Spirit and the call of God. I am not advocating here the gifts of prophecy and “utterances” (speaking gifts) – I recognize that we each must come to our own understanding of the administration of the giftings in the New Testament and the call of God upon our individual lives.
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My personal preferences and opinions matter little when weighed against the infallibility of God’s Word. Even if I do not cognitively agree with or prefer the teacher who is speaking on a matter of Scripture, I can be like the Bereans and examine everything against what I know to be true, God’s Written Word – the Holy Bible – and ask the Holy Spirit to give me wisdom in discerning whether what I am engaging is of Him or of something else.
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It is our responsibility not to base our assessment of God’s calling, giftings and Scripture circumspectly on the teachings of other men, no matter how credentialled or scholarly – we must test it all which brings me to Key 6.
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Key 6: We Must Prove ALL Things Against God’s Standard – His Word. Holding Fast only to what His Standard says is GOOD.
21 But test and prove all things [until you can recognize] what is good; [to that] hold fast.
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All Scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, 17 that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work. ~ 2 Timothy 3:16-17 (NKJV)
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Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a workman who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth. ~ 2 Timothy 2:15 (NIV)
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And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God. ~ Romans 12:2 (NKJV)
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These three Scriptures indicate a personal relationship that involves more than submitting yourself to the teachers of the Word you subscribe to. It indicates a personal relationship born of meting out the Word of God for yourself. Comparing what you are taught with what is true and discarding anything that does not resonate with the Word of God itself, regardless of whether the one teaching has authority and credentials. It doesn’t mean tearing down another’s ministry, but it does mean not staking your sole response to God and His Word on the teaching and reliability of human interpretation. We must be groomed for godliness and that comes from God’s Word, taught, caught and applied.
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Key 7: Avoid Willful Sin And Flee Temptation.
22 Abstain from evil [shrink from it and keep aloof from it] in whatever form or whatever kind it may be.
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We are to be innocent of evil and experts in what is good. How can we know that ourselves if we never ever open God’s Word and discern from it what His Will is? There are more than ten standards of “Hebrew Law.” All of Leviticus, Numbers and Deuteronomy overview and outline the extent and the consequence of God’s Law. But, what of the Law of Grace, and atonement. How do we avoid the sin of pride and piety that so plagued the Pharisees in Jesus’ day. By exercising mercy toward others who are caught in sin – love the sinner, hate the sin and applying any judgment or measure of justice we deem necessary to absolve sin toward ourselves… then CONFESS IT to God in humility and ask Him to make you contrite and repentent over your sin.
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“”Judge not, that you be not judged. 2 For with what judgment you judge, you will be judged; and with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you. 3 And why do you look at the speck in your brother’s eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye? 4 Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me remove the speck from your eye’; and look, a plank is in your own eye? 5 Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.” ~ Matthew 7:1-5 (NKJV)
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Galatians 6:1 says it this way: ”Brethren, if a man is overtaken in any trespass, you who are spiritual restore such a one in a spirit of gentleness, considering yourself lest you also be tempted. 2 Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ. 3 For if anyone thinks himself to be something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself. 4 But let each one examine his own work, and then he will have rejoicing in himself alone, and not in another. 5 For each one shall bear his own load. ” ~ Galatians 6:1-5 (NKJV)
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And for good measure, here is the word I love: ”He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, and to love kindness and mercy, and to humble yourself and walk humbly with your God?” ~ Micah 6:8 (AMP)
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Key 8: Be Set Apart, Sanctified by God Himself.
23 And may the God of peace Himself sanctify you through and through [separate you from profane things, make you pure and wholly consecrated to God]; and may your spirit and soul and body be preserved sound and complete [and found] blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ (the Messiah).
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Santification has its work in setting us apart when we submit ourselves fully to God through Salvation, Confession, Repentence, Discipleship or Instruction, Ministry and Relationship or Fellowship with both God and His People. He finds us blameless when we surrender ourselves and allow ourselves to be cloaked in the righteousness of Christ for in and of ourselves there is none righteous, no not one. Only Christ who gave Himself to be righteousness for us and in turn made us His righteousness before God. His righteousness preserves us blameless before the Lord. Be sanctified, set apart for the purposes of God through and through.
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Key 9: Trust God To Finish The Work In You. (See Also Philippians 1:6)
24 Faithful is He Who is calling you [to Himself] and utterly trustworthy, and He will also do it [fulfill His call by hallowing and keeping you].
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He alone is faithful and trustworthy to finish all that He has called us to, all He has gifted us for and anything and everything in between. It doesn’t depend on you – It all depends on Him.
 
In conclusion I would like to reaffirm Romans 12:1-3:
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Brothers and sisters, in view of all we have just shared about God’s compassion, I encourage you to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, dedicated to God and pleasing to him. This kind of worship is appropriate for you. 2 Don’t become like the people of this world. Instead, change the way you think. Then you will always be able to determine what God really wants—what is good, pleasing, and perfect. 3 Because of the kindness that God has shown me, I ask you not to think of yourselves more highly than you should. Instead, your thoughts should lead you to use good judgment based on what God has given each of you as believers. (God’s Word)
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